Jive Monkey Playlist: 3/31/17

During the day, it’s often hard to find time just for yourself.  Whether it’s spent juggling the phone and emails at work or running around doing errands or even the bustling hours of the commute rush, it’s seems like life is all about go, go, go.  Sometimes all you crave is that quiet time of the day, which is usually the night, when you can finally hear your own thoughts.  This week’s playlist is all about the ladies expressing their emotions during the most tranquil time of the day.

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Jive Monkey Playlist: 1/20/17

Today of all days, I’m retreating to my happy place.  I’ve been in this mental state of denial and pardon me if I just want to stay there for a little bit longer.  So I’m finding some comfort in listening to some mellow, happy tracks about L.O.V.E.

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Jive Monkey Playlist: 11/25/16

I hope everyone has had a happy Thanksgiving!  This week, I’m featuring some soulful ballads by artists who have a great history with bringing out emotion.

I always look forward to a new Standing Egg single and mini album.  Not only do they collaborate with a lot of different artists but as indie musicians, I think they have a mainstream appeal.  What’s special about their latest mini album is that rather than focusing on loungy pop or acoustic pop/folk, my favorite songs on the album are the tracks that have a more classic ballad feel.

The title track, “VOICE,” is a dramatically, emotional number as depicted in the music video below.  In fact, unlike the typically Standing Egg songs, this song has an incredibly epic sound with the addition of a string orchestra.  The song reflects how hard it can be to see the pain and hardships that other people go through.  And yet, there’s some comfort in knowing that there’s one person out there who can help you through that darkness.

The music video is quite heartbreaking to watch because it seems to be about these lost children.  However, there’s something beautiful in seeing these two young teenagers who try to save each other.  There’s the literal in which the boy saves the girl from being hit by a car and the girl saves the boy from domestic abuse.  There’s also the figurative element in which he shows her that her blindness doesn’t stop her from being free to continue dancing and she shows him that she sees him and she will be by his side.  No matter what they face, there is an unspoken promise that they’ll face it together.

스탠딩 에그(Standing Egg) – VOICE

VOICE

끝없이 어둠이 밀려올 때
앞이 보이지 않아
발을 떼지 못할 때
누구에게도 손 내밀지 못해
겨우 버티고 서있을 때

네가 무너질 때 손을 잡아줄게
너의 목소리가 들려 어둠 속에

I can hear your voice, your broken heart
기억해줘 모두다
사라져도 내가 네 곁에 있을게 언제나
네 곁에 있을게 이렇게 언제나
널 웃게 해줄게 기억해 언제나 언제나

끝없이 슬픔이 밀려올 때
더해지고 휩쓸려 가슴이 패여갈 때
누구에게도 말할 수가 없어
겨우 눈물 참고 있을 때

네가 무너질 때 그 손을 잡아줄게
너의 목소리가 들려 어둠속에

I can hear your voice, your broken heart
기억해줘 모두다
사라져도 내가 네 곁에 있을게 언제나
네 곁에 있을게 이렇게 언제나
널 웃게 해줄게 기억해

어둠속에 너만 혼자 남겨두지는 않을게

Can’t you hear my voice, my broken heart
기도할게 모두다
사라질 때 너도 내 곁에 있기를
그래 나 너의 아픔 지워주진 못하지만
항상 너의 곁에서
너와 함께 울어줄게 언제나
네 곁에 있을게 이렇게 언제나
내 곁에 있어줘 이렇게 언제나 언제나

VOICE

When there’s an endless surge of darkness
When you can’t see in front of me
And your feet aren’t able to take a step
When you can’t reach out to anyone
When you’re just standing to endure it

When you fall down, I’ll hold your hand
I heard your voice in the darkness

I can hear your voice, your broken heart
Remember it all
Even if I disappear, I’ll be by your side always
I’ll be by your side like this, always
I’ll make you laugh, remember, always, always

When there’s an endless surge or sadness
Plus, when you’re swept up by your heart caving in
Unable to tell anyone
When you’re just holding back your tears

When you fall down, I’ll hold your hand
I heard your voice in the darkness

I can hear your voice, your broken heart
Remember it all
Even if I disappear, I’ll be by your side always
I’ll be by your side like this, always
I’ll make you laugh, remember

I won’t leave you alone in the darkness

Can’t you hear my voice, my broken heart
I’ll pray for it all
When I disappear, hope you’ll be by my side
Yeah, I can’t erase your pain but
Always by your side
I will cry with you always
I’ll be by your side like this, always
Be by my side like this, always, always

“Nothing but Sunlight” is not as epic as “VOICE”. In fact, most of the track is subdued except for the end but it is just as emotional. There is apparently a known thing amongst the fans of Standing Egg in that the last track of the album is typically the highlight of the album. Honestly, I didn’t really notice this trend as I’m just used to my music player shuffling the music but upon reviewing the play count for previous Standing Egg albums, I can actually believe that to be true. The singing style for this track is also quite different and reminds me of the Antony & The Johnsons with their husky but comfy voice.

Standing Egg – Nothing but Sunlight

스탠딩 에그(Standing Egg) – Nothing but Sunlight

Nothing but Sunlight

눈감으면
움츠렸던 가슴에 기억이 내려앉아
움켜쥐던 시간들이
한줄기 빛처럼 사라진다
눈을 떠도
볼 수 없는 태양이 또다시 날 비출 때
기억 속에 눈을 감고 걷는다

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
nothing but sunlight with me anymore

봄이 오면
찬란했던 태양이 다시 날 찾아올까
붙잡았던 그 시간들이
몇 번의 꿈처럼 잊혀 질까
눈을 떠도
알 수 없는 시간이 또다시 날 깨울 때
어둠 속에 나를 향해 희미한 빛이 다가온다

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
nothing but sunlight with me anymore

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
nothing but sunlight with me anymore

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
다시 날 찾아올까
nothing but sunlight with me anymore
꿈처럼 잊혀 질까

Nothing but Sunlight

When I close my eyes,
memories come down on my shirking heart
Seizing time is
like the disappearing beam of light
Even if I open my eyes,
when the sun I can’t see shines on me again
In my memories, I close my eyes and walk

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
nothing but sunlight with me anymore

When spring comes,
the radiant sun find me again
The moments I’ve held on to,
how many times, like a dream, will I forget them
Even if I open my eyes,
when the unfamiliar moments wake me again
In the darkness, the hazy light comes for me

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
nothing but sunlight with me anymore

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
nothing but sunlight with me anymore

nothing but sunlight with me anymore
Will it find me again?
nothing but sunlight with me anymore
Will I forget it like a dream?

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I’m not really sure where Tei has been all these years.  I’ve heard that he’s been busy hosting a radio program and I suppose he’s released singles for OST’s here and there.  However, it’s been years that he’s released an album and it made me realize how much I missed his charismatic voice.

I’m glad that he’s with a new management company and hope that the release of this latest album means that we’ll get more from him in the near future.  Literally, I have been enjoying the entire album but if I had to pick just one song to feature in this post, it would have to be “그리운도 사랑이다 (Longing is also Love)”.  He’s always been great at expressing how it feels like to love from a far which is probably why he does a lot of emotional ballads for OST’s when we realize the moment that the OTP can’t be together.  He does the same for this track and it’s hard not to sympathize with the pain of loving someone when you can’t be with them.

Tei – 그리운도 사랑이다 (Longing is also Love)

테이(Tei) – 그리움도 사랑이다

그리운도 사랑이다

미쳤나봐 널 그냥 보냈어
바보처럼 망설이다가 잡지 못했어
그저 낯설기만한 뒷모습에
덩그러니 남겨졌어

눈을뜨면 넌 나를 찾아와
차가워진 이별로
나를 깨워서일까
아파온다 죽을것처럼 무너진다
눈물은 너를 놓기전에 멈추지 않아

떠나간다 난 너에게 추억이 된다
니가있던 그 시간들은 두고가라
난 끝내 못난 사람이라 나에겐
그리움도 사랑이다

끝이란건 끝나지않더라
너에게서 멀어지는법 알수가 없어
아파온다 지각한 마음 미련이라
이별은 그날 그때부터 멈추지 않아

떠나간다 난 너에게 추억이 된다
니가있던 그 시간들은 두고가라
난 끝내 못난 사람이라
나에겐 그리움도 사랑이다

무너져 내린다 마음 가누지 못한 체
결이 달라진 시간과
잘려버린 세상 끝에 혼자 남아

뒤돌아본다 숨 내쉬듯 널 되내인다
꿈결같던 그 기억들과
눈물나게 고마운마음 모두 사랑이라
내맘이 멈추질 않아

그리움도 사랑이라

Longing is also Love

Must have been crazy for just letting you go
Like an idiot, hesitated and didn’t hang on
From the back, just an unfamiliar image
The only thing remaining

When I open my eyes, you’ll come find me
With a cold goodbye,
will that wake me up?
It’s becoming painful, like I’m gonna die, it’s crumbling
Tears don’t stop until before I let you go

It’s leaving, I’ll become your memories
Leave behind those moments where you reside
End it because I’m an awful person, to me
Longing is also love

The end does not mean things end
Don’t know how to get away from you
It’s becoming painful, that a tardy heart has lingering affection
Breakups don’t stop thing from that day, that moment

It’s leaving, I’ll become your memories
Leave behind those moments where you reside
End it because I’m an awful person,
To me, longing is also love

Crumbling down, my heart can’t keep me steady
With the changing time
Alone at the end of the world that’s been cut away

Turning back, as if let out my breath, I repeat you
With those dream-like memories, tearfully
With a thankful heart, I love all
that my heart doesn’t stop

Longing is also love

Jive Monkey Playlist: 11/4/16

Happy Friday!  Especially this Friday.  I’m not sure if you’ve heard.  We’ve got an important US election coming up this Tuesday.  I try to keep this a politics free zone but allow me to say that it’s important to go and vote, no matter who you vote for.  That’s just my short PSA on the matter.  I don’t know about you but this election has been especially stressful and to be completely honest, I can’t wait to cast my vote and just get this over with.  That said, this week’s playlist is all about songs that relieve stress and alleviating your mood.  Let’s just have our happy dance and deal with the stress of tomorrow… well, tomorrow.  Also, don’t forget to relish that extra hour of sleep (or drinking/partying, whatever) as Daylight Savings Time ends this weekend.

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Jive Monkey Playlist: 10/21/16

Today, I’m featuring some women of the K-Indie music scene.  Though their styles are very different, both artists write their own music.  They are very expressive and poetic as they describe whirlwind of feelings and emotions.

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Jive Monkey Playlist: 10/7/16

I’m not sure what it is about Autumn but I always get in these moods where I’m more reflective.  It’s not that I don’t get this way any other time of the year but it happens more often in Autumn.  I guess it’s that point in the year where it’s after the vacation mode of Summer and before all the end of the year holidays.  The weather is getting cooler but it’s still nice enough to go for long walks amongst the fall foliage.  Here’s a bunch of songs to get you in the mood.

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Jive Monkey Playlist: 9/2/16

With the start of September, it feels like summer is now coming to an end.  It wasn’t too long ago when Rosy-Cheeked Adolescence (aka Bolbbalgan4) released their mini album.  I was taken by Ahn Ji Young’s husky but cute vocals and Woo Ji Yoon’s rap.  When I first introduced them on this playlist post back in May, their sound seemed playful even though some of their lyrics referenced hardships within relationships.  This time, the new songs and its lyrics have a whole new depth.

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